Boys can be so confusing at times. Whether to wait for him or not. Dont get me wrong I love this guy with all my heart but I cannot just wait around for him. I need someone here for me right now; I want us to defeat the world and all its obstacles together, hand and hand..

Growing Up

I really want to move out, but I don't know how to tell my parents or how they will take it. I don't want to be constantly stressed and want to be able to do whatever I want whenever I want. It's hard to think about this because I love my parents and family, but this is just not what I want. I know it's going to be hard to support myself, but I need to grow into who I am suppose to be. I cannot rely on my parents my whole life so why continue to do it now?

They do not take me seriously and still treat me like I am a baby. I want to make my own mistakes, just because it did not work for them does not mean it wont work for me. Who knows how things will turn out for me, but I am ready to take that risk. I want to be treated like an adult.